Monday, May 5, 2008

Too Many Thorns

So I haven't felt like typing these lately, although I really need to. I really need to get back to doing everything. I need to cook more, clean more, and do more assignments. I need to do everything more.
Yesterday I got the bulbs in my tail lights replaced and I also sanded and resurfaced my headlights all by myself! I rule. (before/after)
For the most part, I just sat around yesterday. There were some entertaining things on T.V., though. But I did make chili and give it to my dad. I don't think I'll ever love my father, even if I should. Self-pity is annoying and I don't like being told that remodeling the house is pointless because I'm going to get pregnant and run off with a "gypsy boy". I'll pray about it.
I took a short jog last night, too. Even if it was extremely short and it was during the evening, I enjoyed it. I probably should have been carrying mase haha.
The argue with I had with my mother when I had come home is starting to make me wonder how I could've possibly come from the parents that I have. Seven more months and I won't have to put up with my mother's agressiveness and telling God to damn me. Sometimes I truely think that Satan also impregnated a women with his spawn and the product is my mother.
Watching I Am Ledgend with her wasn't that bad, though... because she was asleep haha. It was a pretty good movie, but no where near original. Better movies should be made.
Today I went to the beach! My legs got terribly sunburnt and I decided that SPF 4 is not sufficient enough. The water was really nice, though. Ow!
Best mother-daughter bonding time is when we don't speak to eachother. She let me drive again, so I'm hoping I'll be able to drive out of town by myself soon. We went to Micheal's too! So Zach and I are probably going to be making crafty whatnot sometime.
I want to start a prayer group really bad right now. I also want this shirt really bad hahah

Tomorrow should be a busy day! I want to get as many things accomplished as possible.
Ice cream then off to bed!

P.S. HAPPY CINCO DE MAYO!

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