Starting Point

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

I haven't done anything at all these past few days. I sleep all day and stay up all night.

I have nothing to say.

Life sucks.

5 hours with a ball point pen:

Posted by Kayla at 3:02 AM

Kayla: I want to do more then just exist. I want to stop being comfortable. I want to give even though I know I wont be repaid. I want to be surefooted and decisive. I want to set my sights on home, not here where I breathe. I want to be more understanding and less judgmental. I want to take leaps of faith. I want to love even when I know I'm not going to get loved back. I want to help even though I know it will be hard. I want to be less lazy and less ignorant. I want to have my focus on the one that created me more then the world thats been pretty corrupted. I want to pray more and do more. I want to be an example. I want to be more graceful, more forgiving, more softhearted, more giving. I want to not lose grip even in the storms. I want to encourage people. I want to be a light in this world. I want to live the way God created me to. I'm learning.