Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Stumbeline

It's Tuesday and I didn't take a self portrait! Darn.
Today I was so caught up in the stress of trying to get things done by tomorrow in art club. The drama club's play, "Leader of the Pack", is Thursday, so we're having to cut music notes, records, and old cars out of cardboard (which is really hard!) and paint them. We got so much done today, even if we didn't have a lot of people show up. I guess I'll be staying after until 5:30 again tomorrow. I want to get the music notes laid out and painted on the mural by the play at 7 pm Thursday. I'm not sure if I can lay them out though, so I'll probably just have Matt do that tomorrow. Haha. We don't have much to do tomorrow, so I'm thinking we'll be done by 4-ish.
Exhausted by school and the 3.5 hours following it, I really didn't do much else. Got some laundry done and went to WalMart... twice! It's a good thing I like running errands.
I'm so tired and my body aches.
I turned in my essay for A.P.U.S.H. though! Only a day late when they're normally over a week. I'm kinda proud, even though the essay probably sucked. The new type of quizes Mr. Matchett is starting to give out is killing me. I did better today that I did Friday, but I still failed it with a 30. I made a "hat of failure" out of it before I handed it in.
It was kind of a bad day. I was 3 minutes late and I saw something I really didn't want to see. I guess God wanted me to see it and I have this feeling in my gut that it was important to my self-growth that I saw it. It bummed me out, but I'll be praying about it. I'm starting to notice that I pray more and more every day. It kind of makes me feel weird that I don't take time in the morning or evening and kneel by my bed to talk to God like I see everyone else doing. I always talk to him when I'm driving, walking to class, sitting around, or even in class. Sometimes I feel like the way I think and do things are a little too liberal.
People always see me mumbling prayers everywhere and I'm sure their thinking that I'm talking to myself and it makes me giggle.
I wish tape stuck for longer periods of time. Ever since I made that "You Are Relevant" banner, I've had trouble with it coming off of my door. I think Learning To Love You More specifically designed the project with instructions that wouldn't hold the banners on for long, making the maker continually have to put it back up and look about it, reminding them of the message it says. Sometimes I wonder if I make as much sense in other people's minds as I do my own.
Today I also realized that I spell theatre and litre different from everyone else. Made me feel kinda dumb.
Tomorrow is screenprinting day! Yay!
But for now, it's time to have another go at waking up early.
Night.

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