I fell asleep watching E.T. last night. I love that movie. I think I want to rent it soon.
I really didn't do much yesterday; just dyed my hair, painted my toe and finger nails, and went out to eat with Mom. I'm pretty excited about the lack of blonde in my hair. It finally matches my eyebrows and I won't have to worry about dying any roots. It seems a little dark to be my natural hair colour, but it's probably because of the pale I've been working on for the past two years. I'm really happy with it though. I'm going to try to take pictures today as well as some of the back yard so far.
I'll type more later, I'm off to see the best gay uncle ever. Haha Fag hag '08.
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Thursday, May 1, 2008
By The Way...
You should press the pause button on that sweet music in the top right corner of this page and check out this video. I love it :)
La Chupicabra? El Chupicabre?
I have a terrible feeling in my stomach. It was a bad day.
I arrived late to my first class, not that I really care about being on time any more, and we spent the whole two hours discussing my teacher's financial problems. I rather would have carved out my eyes with a plastic spoon from the cafeteria. No art club; bummout. BK with Kathleen, Bradley, Sarah, Clayton and two orders of large fries. I made art on the tray paper, breaking Sarah's left over fries and smashing the grease out of them and onto the paper. I decided it would make an effective display for a getting healthy campaign.
I'm out of money and wondering how much I could save if I didn't eat any more. Ha more parking money! Yo necessito un trabajo.
Bradley is gone for the weekend and Clayton is never available, so I'm hoping to see Kathleen and Sarah sometime during the next few days.
I went to Zach's and watched Scooby Doo. Things need to be taken care of, El Chupicabro.
I met up with Kathleen and Sarah at the play and it was amazing! Becca was great! But I have to say, Harley was my favourite part. He's so tall and lanky and awkward, yet oddly charismatic, that he somehow was able to make me laugh during every song he danced in. Eljay was pretty hilarious too. I think I want to go again tomorrow, even though they didn't give very much recognition to the art club.
The construction people are starting to replace our septic tank and get the back yard ready for building. Today they tore down the back porch, the shed, a couple fences, and my tripod trees! It's actually kind of sad looking. I need to find another spot to take pictures, I guess.
I've got a lot on my mind, so I guess I need to pray about it all. I haven't eaten since 11 something this morning, almost 12 hours ago and I just realized it. Weird... I'm not all that hungry.
I'm fascinated at the odd and crazy things I'm attracted to. Sometimes I feel like looking completely ridiculous, but I ALWAYS do. Haha.
My body aches from doing different things all day. I have an appointment tomorrow at Michelle's. No more yucky blonde, yay!
Well, night.
I arrived late to my first class, not that I really care about being on time any more, and we spent the whole two hours discussing my teacher's financial problems. I rather would have carved out my eyes with a plastic spoon from the cafeteria. No art club; bummout. BK with Kathleen, Bradley, Sarah, Clayton and two orders of large fries. I made art on the tray paper, breaking Sarah's left over fries and smashing the grease out of them and onto the paper. I decided it would make an effective display for a getting healthy campaign.
I'm out of money and wondering how much I could save if I didn't eat any more. Ha more parking money! Yo necessito un trabajo.
Bradley is gone for the weekend and Clayton is never available, so I'm hoping to see Kathleen and Sarah sometime during the next few days.
I went to Zach's and watched Scooby Doo. Things need to be taken care of, El Chupicabro.
I met up with Kathleen and Sarah at the play and it was amazing! Becca was great! But I have to say, Harley was my favourite part. He's so tall and lanky and awkward, yet oddly charismatic, that he somehow was able to make me laugh during every song he danced in. Eljay was pretty hilarious too. I think I want to go again tomorrow, even though they didn't give very much recognition to the art club.
The construction people are starting to replace our septic tank and get the back yard ready for building. Today they tore down the back porch, the shed, a couple fences, and my tripod trees! It's actually kind of sad looking. I need to find another spot to take pictures, I guess.
I've got a lot on my mind, so I guess I need to pray about it all. I haven't eaten since 11 something this morning, almost 12 hours ago and I just realized it. Weird... I'm not all that hungry.
I'm fascinated at the odd and crazy things I'm attracted to. Sometimes I feel like looking completely ridiculous, but I ALWAYS do. Haha.
My body aches from doing different things all day. I have an appointment tomorrow at Michelle's. No more yucky blonde, yay!
Well, night.
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
In My Mind, I'm Everyone I Need
The weekend is here and I can feel it! Tomorrow will be the last chance to put the final touches on things for the play, although I'm pretty sure we're already done. Maybe we can work on the mural! I'd have Sammy to help, so it wouldn't be so bad.
Today was progress report day, and I'm not sure how I feel about how I'm doing.
English 3 - A (YES! I haven't been sleeping haha)
AP American History - D (Yay! I'm not failing!)
Art 2 - A
Anatomy - F (I have a test to make up)
Intergrated Math 3 - C (I have assignments to turn in)
Spanish - B (WHAT?! This makes me sad)
I guess I'd have to see how I'm doing in about a week to really know what's going on with all of that.
Today was also jail and bail. It was super gay. I want to make our class' jail and bail ten times better than that, so I'm hoping to have one of next year's class officers in a class or two.
Everywhere I look, I see some couple getting engaged, or some kids kissing at school, a couple girls fighting over some boy, etc. It seems to me that the world sort of revolves around the idea of having some type of romantic partner. It makes me laugh a little because I know, and am comfortable admitting, that I was once a part of that. It seems so ridiculous to me now that anyone my age would even care about something as such. To get so worked up over something that has a 99% chance of just backfiring on you is, what I believe to be, a sign of insanity. I guess the world is that full of hopeless romantics. It seems to me that the world's (or at least what I've seen in this small portion of it) idea of love is a litte warped, keeping it restricted to the idea of some type of mate. My suggestion to them would be to look at this. I was thinking and I've come to the conclusion that I'd rather not be so inclined to put myself out there romantically for a boy; I'd be content staying busy, doing something that makes a difference for people, and I'm glad God gave me that desire to change my world and the apathy towards things I really don't need. It reminds me of the days in my freshman year that I wanted to become a nun and join the convent. Haha.
My tummy hurts. I probably shouldn't eat Milk Duds again. Oh well.
I took a 3 hour nap after I got home from art club and I don't know how I'm going to be able to get back to bed. I'll make it work somehow.
I'm excited for the weekend, even though I don't have plans and will probably end up staying home for the entire thing. No school is no school and that's all that counts. I think I'll want to sketch or maybe go take pictures of something pointless. Who knows.
I'm also excited about seeing the play tomorrow! I love the 40's and 50's, so I'm thinking I'll enjoy it, regardless of the turnout. It makes me want to rent Cry Baby. Maybe I'll do that this weekend.
I have a car full of soda and only one class to attend to tomorrow.
I need to wash that car and pester my mother about fixing it's broken tail light. She'll never get it done unless I continuously poke at her to do it.
Well, it's time to get ready for tomorrow and try to sleep!
"For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers. I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit[f] of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength, which he exerted in Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms, far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every title that can be given, not only in the present age but also in the one to come. And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who fills everything in every way" - Ephesians 15-23
Today was progress report day, and I'm not sure how I feel about how I'm doing.
English 3 - A (YES! I haven't been sleeping haha)
AP American History - D (Yay! I'm not failing!)
Art 2 - A
Anatomy - F (I have a test to make up)
Intergrated Math 3 - C (I have assignments to turn in)
Spanish - B (WHAT?! This makes me sad)
I guess I'd have to see how I'm doing in about a week to really know what's going on with all of that.
Today was also jail and bail. It was super gay. I want to make our class' jail and bail ten times better than that, so I'm hoping to have one of next year's class officers in a class or two.
Everywhere I look, I see some couple getting engaged, or some kids kissing at school, a couple girls fighting over some boy, etc. It seems to me that the world sort of revolves around the idea of having some type of romantic partner. It makes me laugh a little because I know, and am comfortable admitting, that I was once a part of that. It seems so ridiculous to me now that anyone my age would even care about something as such. To get so worked up over something that has a 99% chance of just backfiring on you is, what I believe to be, a sign of insanity. I guess the world is that full of hopeless romantics. It seems to me that the world's (or at least what I've seen in this small portion of it) idea of love is a litte warped, keeping it restricted to the idea of some type of mate. My suggestion to them would be to look at this. I was thinking and I've come to the conclusion that I'd rather not be so inclined to put myself out there romantically for a boy; I'd be content staying busy, doing something that makes a difference for people, and I'm glad God gave me that desire to change my world and the apathy towards things I really don't need. It reminds me of the days in my freshman year that I wanted to become a nun and join the convent. Haha.
My tummy hurts. I probably shouldn't eat Milk Duds again. Oh well.
I took a 3 hour nap after I got home from art club and I don't know how I'm going to be able to get back to bed. I'll make it work somehow.
I'm excited for the weekend, even though I don't have plans and will probably end up staying home for the entire thing. No school is no school and that's all that counts. I think I'll want to sketch or maybe go take pictures of something pointless. Who knows.
I'm also excited about seeing the play tomorrow! I love the 40's and 50's, so I'm thinking I'll enjoy it, regardless of the turnout. It makes me want to rent Cry Baby. Maybe I'll do that this weekend.
I have a car full of soda and only one class to attend to tomorrow.
I need to wash that car and pester my mother about fixing it's broken tail light. She'll never get it done unless I continuously poke at her to do it.
Well, it's time to get ready for tomorrow and try to sleep!
"For this reason, ever since I heard about your faith in the Lord Jesus and your love for all the saints, I have not stopped giving thanks for you, remembering you in my prayers. I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit[f] of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. I pray also that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in the saints, and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is like the working of his mighty strength, which he exerted in Christ when he raised him from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms, far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every title that can be given, not only in the present age but also in the one to come. And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church, which is his body, the fullness of him who fills everything in every way" - Ephesians 15-23
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Stumbeline
It's Tuesday and I didn't take a self portrait! Darn.
Today I was so caught up in the stress of trying to get things done by tomorrow in art club. The drama club's play, "Leader of the Pack", is Thursday, so we're having to cut music notes, records, and old cars out of cardboard (which is really hard!) and paint them. We got so much done today, even if we didn't have a lot of people show up. I guess I'll be staying after until 5:30 again tomorrow. I want to get the music notes laid out and painted on the mural by the play at 7 pm Thursday. I'm not sure if I can lay them out though, so I'll probably just have Matt do that tomorrow. Haha. We don't have much to do tomorrow, so I'm thinking we'll be done by 4-ish.
Exhausted by school and the 3.5 hours following it, I really didn't do much else. Got some laundry done and went to WalMart... twice! It's a good thing I like running errands.
I'm so tired and my body aches.
I turned in my essay for A.P.U.S.H. though! Only a day late when they're normally over a week. I'm kinda proud, even though the essay probably sucked. The new type of quizes Mr. Matchett is starting to give out is killing me. I did better today that I did Friday, but I still failed it with a 30. I made a "hat of failure" out of it before I handed it in.
It was kind of a bad day. I was 3 minutes late and I saw something I really didn't want to see. I guess God wanted me to see it and I have this feeling in my gut that it was important to my self-growth that I saw it. It bummed me out, but I'll be praying about it. I'm starting to notice that I pray more and more every day. It kind of makes me feel weird that I don't take time in the morning or evening and kneel by my bed to talk to God like I see everyone else doing. I always talk to him when I'm driving, walking to class, sitting around, or even in class. Sometimes I feel like the way I think and do things are a little too liberal.
People always see me mumbling prayers everywhere and I'm sure their thinking that I'm talking to myself and it makes me giggle.
I wish tape stuck for longer periods of time. Ever since I made that "You Are Relevant" banner, I've had trouble with it coming off of my door. I think Learning To Love You More specifically designed the project with instructions that wouldn't hold the banners on for long, making the maker continually have to put it back up and look about it, reminding them of the message it says. Sometimes I wonder if I make as much sense in other people's minds as I do my own.
Today I also realized that I spell theatre and litre different from everyone else. Made me feel kinda dumb.
Tomorrow is screenprinting day! Yay!
But for now, it's time to have another go at waking up early.
Night.
Today I was so caught up in the stress of trying to get things done by tomorrow in art club. The drama club's play, "Leader of the Pack", is Thursday, so we're having to cut music notes, records, and old cars out of cardboard (which is really hard!) and paint them. We got so much done today, even if we didn't have a lot of people show up. I guess I'll be staying after until 5:30 again tomorrow. I want to get the music notes laid out and painted on the mural by the play at 7 pm Thursday. I'm not sure if I can lay them out though, so I'll probably just have Matt do that tomorrow. Haha. We don't have much to do tomorrow, so I'm thinking we'll be done by 4-ish.
Exhausted by school and the 3.5 hours following it, I really didn't do much else. Got some laundry done and went to WalMart... twice! It's a good thing I like running errands.
I'm so tired and my body aches.
I turned in my essay for A.P.U.S.H. though! Only a day late when they're normally over a week. I'm kinda proud, even though the essay probably sucked. The new type of quizes Mr. Matchett is starting to give out is killing me. I did better today that I did Friday, but I still failed it with a 30. I made a "hat of failure" out of it before I handed it in.
It was kind of a bad day. I was 3 minutes late and I saw something I really didn't want to see. I guess God wanted me to see it and I have this feeling in my gut that it was important to my self-growth that I saw it. It bummed me out, but I'll be praying about it. I'm starting to notice that I pray more and more every day. It kind of makes me feel weird that I don't take time in the morning or evening and kneel by my bed to talk to God like I see everyone else doing. I always talk to him when I'm driving, walking to class, sitting around, or even in class. Sometimes I feel like the way I think and do things are a little too liberal.
People always see me mumbling prayers everywhere and I'm sure their thinking that I'm talking to myself and it makes me giggle.
I wish tape stuck for longer periods of time. Ever since I made that "You Are Relevant" banner, I've had trouble with it coming off of my door. I think Learning To Love You More specifically designed the project with instructions that wouldn't hold the banners on for long, making the maker continually have to put it back up and look about it, reminding them of the message it says. Sometimes I wonder if I make as much sense in other people's minds as I do my own.
Today I also realized that I spell theatre and litre different from everyone else. Made me feel kinda dumb.
Tomorrow is screenprinting day! Yay!
But for now, it's time to have another go at waking up early.
Night.
Monday, April 28, 2008
Been Rubbing A Bad Charm With Holy Fingers
Yesterday was Sunday, meaning the PostSecret website was updated. Of all of the cards sent in that I've seen, this is my favourite:
I've been wondering if who I used to be about a year ago was any better than who I am now. I seemed to be closer to God, but I've never felt so connected with Him that I can remember. The theory I'm starting to believe is that going in a forward motion, you can only improve.
I couldn't pull myself out of bed this morning. I wanted to get to bed by 9 tonight, but that'll never happen. I need to work more on my sleeping schedule.
I've got so much homework to do and I'm struggling with patience. High school road rage is not fun. Boys are idiots.
I wish I weren't so lazy! I need to find a way to get more efficient sleep so I won't be tired all of the time.
Maybe I will go to bed at 9 and just get up early and do everything then.
My cat will only stop meowing when I hold him. He likes my soup broth, too.
I've decided that next year it would be best that I carry a backpack... and I should probably carry my lunch to school as well. I'm obsessed with the idea of bento boxes:
With my new found love of cooking, I'll probably have to give it a shot.
I've been so hungry lately and it upsets me to eat so much and wanting to lose weight. I must be growing again. Oh well, I wanted to be taller anyways.
It's 9:03! Another snack, a quick face washing and teeth brushing, then it's off to bed!
I'm trying to read the verse of the day everyday on BibleGateway.com. Today's verse is:
“Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross!”- Philippians 2:5-8
Enjoy the Shins I put up yesterday!
I've been wondering if who I used to be about a year ago was any better than who I am now. I seemed to be closer to God, but I've never felt so connected with Him that I can remember. The theory I'm starting to believe is that going in a forward motion, you can only improve.I couldn't pull myself out of bed this morning. I wanted to get to bed by 9 tonight, but that'll never happen. I need to work more on my sleeping schedule.
I've got so much homework to do and I'm struggling with patience. High school road rage is not fun. Boys are idiots.
I wish I weren't so lazy! I need to find a way to get more efficient sleep so I won't be tired all of the time.
Maybe I will go to bed at 9 and just get up early and do everything then.
My cat will only stop meowing when I hold him. He likes my soup broth, too.
I've decided that next year it would be best that I carry a backpack... and I should probably carry my lunch to school as well. I'm obsessed with the idea of bento boxes:
With my new found love of cooking, I'll probably have to give it a shot.I've been so hungry lately and it upsets me to eat so much and wanting to lose weight. I must be growing again. Oh well, I wanted to be taller anyways.
It's 9:03! Another snack, a quick face washing and teeth brushing, then it's off to bed!
I'm trying to read the verse of the day everyday on BibleGateway.com. Today's verse is:
“Your attitude should be the same as that of Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself and became obedient to death— even death on a cross!”- Philippians 2:5-8
Enjoy the Shins I put up yesterday!
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